If I am writing something onto my website will some read this? Is a blog that has no special purpose or concept something that the “internet community” would read?
By the way is there such thing as an internet community? Probably not or it is as much a community as the world is one. We inhabit the same planet or network, but I would not call it a community.
Well, I slightly drifted off from my earlier question. Will someone read this. Probably not and if some does read this then I wish you good luck with it because… yes because I will just write whatever I like. It will be kind of my own cosmos and I am the dictator of things.
Just like every writer I can write whatever I want. I can create things. I can destroy them. It is up to my imagination. I can even spell thinkgs ahhh things incorrectly and no one can tell me that I must not do that, because it is my blog. I do what every I want. I’m already annoyed by the spellchecker that I have in the program I’m writing this text with. If I think even further, I’m also annoyed by the advertising for a program that tells me that it would help be to write better. The program would correct my English and help me to formulate my sentences better or even texts. Maybe the end of this is, that their algorithm just corrects all our texts so that everything sounds the same… uaaggh… what a nightmare. I could even rebel and stop making paragraphs or headlines. Just write and write and write. I could drop all punctuation marks then it might be even harder to follow what Im writing it would really annoy a lot of my old teachers and some of my colleagues at work…..
Well I’ll stop doing that as it even drives me crazy if there is no structure at all. So, I won’t do that. I might want to read the text myself one day and then I am pissed off by myself that I did this.
But I do not have to worry about you getting interested in my writings as it is just for me and only for me. If you think you want to read my stuff, I am happy to share this with you but if you get fed up with it then just go. I have no one I must please, and I have no person who gives me money for what I write here. I do not live from this and I do not want to. I have a good job and maybe the only real purpose of this blog here is to get stuff out of my mind.
I am no artist but is this not the ideal of an artist to have no boundaries. The old painters had to paint for the church to earn money, then they had to portrait some rich royal guys. Later just rich guys and now they can paint what ever they want, but they have to please the crowd to match with the taste of the people who pay for art.. So they can not paint what they want in the end. Only few artists can afford to just do what they want. Maybe one of these luck ones is Banksy who simply does what he wants and got anonymously famous and his stuff is expensive now. Maybe that even fucks him off now that a lot of people like what he does, and he maybe starts developing his own boundaries in his head because consciously or unconsciously he now lives up to an expectation that he never wanted or realized. Well, I must admit that I also like some of his work and some I think was crap. That is normal. Maybe I also did not understand some of it. But why should he be bothered… I also think that stuff that I did was crap and some stuff I really liked and still do.
I just realized that the word “crap” or “fuck” get underlined by the spell checker and it tells me that these words may be offensive for my readers. I cannot believe it that this program wants to influence my writing. The good old paper did not do that. Paper just accepts everything and does not judge what I write. Well and if you agree with my spellchecker… you know how to close this website.
I do not want my stuff to be whitewashed by a computer program.
Maybe the gods were in the same mood as I when they created the universe. And what nice little idea they had with Earth and humankind…
I’ll also give the upcoming texts into your hands and what you make with them is yours to decide. Take it or leave it. Deal with it.
Well did I scare you off alright? Well, if not than at least I prepared you for what awaits you here.